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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

[[started work back in cafe again]]
2004 have not been a gd year for me...how i wished everything will change in 2005...tt will make everything seems fine...but am i wrong..2005..guess...didn't start as happy as i wish it will be...i hate history repeatin itself...coz we've been thru it...we noe exactly how it feels...wad will happened...so y muz we makin decisions tt we'll end up regrettin?...i really hate e life with full of regrets of "wad had i done?"..."why didn't i do it?"..."why things will end up this way?"...is too disappointin..

i dun wan to lose my laughter...i dun wan to lose my tears...i dun wan to lose so many things tt is so so precious to me...can i?some things tt u once think tt u have it..but tink again now..do u?or u assumed u had?i believe tt a person will change..with surroundings..with their own will...if they hav e determination n will to change..nth is impossible..but if one had already given up hope on himself..he can nv do it...

is all e time..all e effort..all e love n tears...r wasted?i tot we can go thru thick n thin...plz dun prove me otherwise...i really need ur every move to show me tt u're still there..n not moves tt shows me u're not...i dun need those...i had enuff in e past already..plz..dun do it to me repeatedly..how can i forget when new memories kept rolling in?..i wan to heal my wounds...plz dun add salt to it anymore..it's too painful...

after sch..went back to beans to work..this semester is too packed..i can only worked for 1 day per week...had a small cut when i did not realise tt at e tip of e mop..there's 1 rusty nail came out..wow..lucky e cut is not deep..tired..gtg...

+e more u treasure something...e more u'll lose it+

[[ *lil'princess last dreamt on* ]]|10:40 PM|

[[*the princess* ]]

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Name:-=+hazeL+=-
Bdae:9th february
Skool:ctps.ctss.ngeeann
future:still-thinking
dream:be own boss.have a cafe.

[[*princess adores*]]

chocoholic.shopaholic.pinkaholic.milkaholic. white.silver.black. darkpurple.applegreen. accessories.mypearlwhitelaptop.my pink room. my bed.my baobei pillow n bolster. preciousmoments.myphotoalbums. cottoncandy.fruits.iced non-gasy drinks. ice-cream.sea.stars.rabbit. my baobei dadawinnie.snoopy.

[[*princess all-time favourites*]]


1)ni xian zai-fullhouse's song
2)first love-utada hikaru
3)because i'm a ger-kiss
4)yi shi de mei hao-angela zhang
5)yi sheng ai ni yi ge-ekin
6)i think of you-tata young
7)here in my heart-plus one
8)zhi neng bao zhe ni-fish n pin guan
9)lin jun jie songs
10)zhi mi bu hui-faye wong
11)ai de lu shang zhi you wo he ni-richie
12)baby dui bu qi-coco lee
13)because u loved me-celine dion
14)superwoman
15)lian ai da ren
16)zhi ying wei ni
17)janice - da ge/never let you go
18)shu dao 5 da ying wo

[[*My Detests*]]

People:liarz.hypocritez.backstabberz.sluts n bitches.
Food:gasydrinks.bitter.sour.orange.

[[*My wishlist*]]


1)N73
2)Overseas!!Bangkok shopping!Redang!
3)Bike and Car license
4)waitin for my long long hair
5)fuji/canon digicam
6)ipod nano
7)fcuktop.mango/G2000 cardigan.blossomz shorts.black off-shouler long sleeves.esprit 3quarters pants.
8)heels.birks.havaianas sandals
9)my 1st diamond ring
10)my diploma
11)get a gd salary job
12)dim sum
13)tour ard s'pore to find yummy food!
14)fullerton choc buffet!
15)coffeeclub choc fondue
16)tt white beancurd.it juz look n taste different frm e 1st time i tried
17)wanna get back my 1st perfume-Burberry
18)new watch
19)boxers
20)re-dye+highlight my faded hair colors
21)New York New York
22)1st Brownie Cafe
23)tt customized cupcake/cake shop

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