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Thursday, March 17, 2005

[[life is JUST so meaningless]]
long story these few days...sun stayed home to study for my CB practical test on mon..so boring!wanna go out oso can't..but..haha..ended up watchin vcd which i borrowed frm shilin.."dirty dancing 2" n "the prince n me"..i wanna watch miss congenality 2!!!...mon test was kinda bad...last min changed e drawing of a cell...tot is supposed to draw red blood cell..den last 2 mins...e lecturer says.."make sure u drew e white blood cell"..everyone was...WAD?!!!kaoz...anyway...better den nv sae...however..i still throw away a few marks as i leave blank..i really can't identify wad cell is shown on e slide..so..whatever la...

weather is dam hot nowadays...in sch..got myself ice cream to cool down...on my way home..pampered myself wif peppermint milk tea...reached hm..complained to my grandma e weather is dam hot..n e nxt min..i told her i'm goin stadium run...i tink i'm crazy!haiz...at least i vent my frustrations in runnin rather den eatin non-stop!hahaz...after runnin..did some push-ups n sit-ups..went to play bball wif yx after tt...i tink i'm really crazy..juz wanna sweat evrything out..hopefully all e problems too....

been donkey yrs since i exercised...n so..nxt day muscleache!haha!..erm...we did not meet for 2 days?sun n mon.....on tues..went work after sch...feel dam fcukin tired!i came home..burn my vanilla candle..played some instrumentals..n fell aslp..feel so pissed n moody.juz wanna be alone...away frm disturbance n problems..woke up soon..n left for work.in sch..mag n jo commented on my new pair of red round stars earrings..said it's so cute...n of coz...on me la!lolx...like jo's toe nails' flowerz...so cute!recently e tests i'm gettin back..results juz sux!haiz...hey for goodness sake ML!!can u WAKE UP!haiz...

today..some little drama happened durin ITP..anyway..it's over...n hey...it's my last day of yr 1!time flies...muz start revision..no sch on thurs n fri...nxt week study week...n..exams!pray n pray hard hard i'm not goin to repeat module...tis sem..is really tough..for me..after sch..met him..went mr prata eat..juz had a mayo prata n teh tarik..went yewtee for my bro's tuition..we had dinner at my dad's place..n my mum..gave me a cute lil sexy top..HAHA!..will i wear?..maybe wif a tube inside..lolx..is so low!keke...i shy...(",)

on my way home frm his place...stupid bloooody arseee!!i'm so so...arghh...dunno wad to sae..guess wad...i stepped a cockroach to death!imagine!uurghh..*pui*..hope i wun get any nightmares tonite..in e end...we walked 1 big round frm e train way to my place..haiz...hate those..."ga ga!!"...tink frm now on..when i walked..my eyes will be stickin to e floor..lolx...

finally...all e tests..projects come to an end le..exams comin..very very soon...problems...oso started..haiz...feelin distanced more n more..is it me..or?..i dunno..feel kinda weird..makin some weird decisions..actions..tokin in a very weird manner which i no longer understand myself too...r we wrong..frm e very start?or...u're not e one frm e very start?some things can nv be changed...trust..is smth tt can be easily lost...n may or may never..find it back..when feelings r completely gone..u can nv find it back as well...how i wish i'm outta of this messed-up life!hate sch..hate exams..hate me..hate everything..everything juz turned upside down..inside out!sux to core!

=abstracted frm yixuan=
Love her for hu she is. Don try to change any bit of her. There r 6 billion ppl in tis yr wif 6 billion personalities. She is unique in her own way n will stay tt way. Love wholeheartedly. She had scarificed a lot for u n u better treasure her. She could have dated some dashing guy frm town, but she chose u instead, because of love. Don expect perfection frm her. She's e only one in e world, hu had done e best she could, for u. Tell e truth. Never hide anything frm her.

It never kills to be romantic. think, be flexible. be realistic. gettin a diamond ring is not e only gift for her. She lives life just like u. Smth simple & sweet gets e job done. Never promise u'll love her forever if ur forever will end e very nxt day. Sweet talks only apply to singles, not attached guyz. Bein well-known, gave her insecurity. Promise her n make sure u'll nv break it. Swear it to her n make sure u keep it. Pledge ur love to her, n her ALONE.

Loving her is givin her ur heart to break, but trustin her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it n protects it. That's love. Never ever walk out of her life. Winning a girl's heart is not e final victory. Don leave her once u'd won her love. Love her till e end of time, till marriage, till old age, till death. She chose u, because she believes tt u can fulfil ur promise. Remember, a girl isnt a trophy for display, she's someone to love n not show off to ur frenz. Stay humble, yet proud tt she's e one for u. Respect her, nv despise, nv mistreat her. Never even think of toyin with her.

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Name:-=+hazeL+=-
Bdae:9th february
Skool:ctps.ctss.ngeeann
future:still-thinking
dream:be own boss.have a cafe.

[[*princess adores*]]

chocoholic.shopaholic.pinkaholic.milkaholic. white.silver.black. darkpurple.applegreen. accessories.mypearlwhitelaptop.my pink room. my bed.my baobei pillow n bolster. preciousmoments.myphotoalbums. cottoncandy.fruits.iced non-gasy drinks. ice-cream.sea.stars.rabbit. my baobei dadawinnie.snoopy.

[[*princess all-time favourites*]]


1)ni xian zai-fullhouse's song
2)first love-utada hikaru
3)because i'm a ger-kiss
4)yi shi de mei hao-angela zhang
5)yi sheng ai ni yi ge-ekin
6)i think of you-tata young
7)here in my heart-plus one
8)zhi neng bao zhe ni-fish n pin guan
9)lin jun jie songs
10)zhi mi bu hui-faye wong
11)ai de lu shang zhi you wo he ni-richie
12)baby dui bu qi-coco lee
13)because u loved me-celine dion
14)superwoman
15)lian ai da ren
16)zhi ying wei ni
17)janice - da ge/never let you go
18)shu dao 5 da ying wo

[[*My Detests*]]

People:liarz.hypocritez.backstabberz.sluts n bitches.
Food:gasydrinks.bitter.sour.orange.

[[*My wishlist*]]


1)N73
2)Overseas!!Bangkok shopping!Redang!
3)Bike and Car license
4)waitin for my long long hair
5)fuji/canon digicam
6)ipod nano
7)fcuktop.mango/G2000 cardigan.blossomz shorts.black off-shouler long sleeves.esprit 3quarters pants.
8)heels.birks.havaianas sandals
9)my 1st diamond ring
10)my diploma
11)get a gd salary job
12)dim sum
13)tour ard s'pore to find yummy food!
14)fullerton choc buffet!
15)coffeeclub choc fondue
16)tt white beancurd.it juz look n taste different frm e 1st time i tried
17)wanna get back my 1st perfume-Burberry
18)new watch
19)boxers
20)re-dye+highlight my faded hair colors
21)New York New York
22)1st Brownie Cafe
23)tt customized cupcake/cake shop

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